Yo Everybody! Been such a long time since i last blogged... can't really believe it... time really flies... just seems like yesterday when i felt life... dunno why as i grow older, it just seems like i get more philosphical... maybe that's wat ppl call maturing... But quite bad that ppl around just dun understand me or believe me when i really get philosphical... i mean, i really mean it... but they just take it as jokes... maybe i should learn to get serious...
Hai... realise that i'm more n more out of touch with myself, as in i realise after 18 years of my life, that i dun really understand myself at all... Maybe this is part of growin up, sometimes u believe in certain principles n stuff, but along the way u realise that it is hard to hold on to them, then u just abandon them altogether, while u adapt some others... I think those that r able to hold onto their own principles all the way r those that are the ones that are to be respected because they have the strongest character... Perhaps it is time i adapt my own beliefs...
Hmm... just typin some of my random thoughts... dun really know wat i'm thinkin nowadays... maybe i've learnt to take things easier... well, at least i'm still set on my priorities: Studies, basketball... found something in basketball that i din have in CO... need to learn faster in basketball n improve faster to get into team, if not even if i do get in by luck, i won't help them achieve much either... haha.. really love basketball.. slowly feelin myself improvin... maybe this is the difference with playin on my own n joinin the CCA.. only thing i regret was not joinin it earlier in sec sch if not i'll be much stronger now... but life is a matter of choice, and i din regret joinin CO, because even many ppl dun understand it n stuff like that, i really respect CO, and i'm glad i've learnt lots from it... Learnt that music is not something everybody understand... ppl can enjoy music, but how many can feel it, and go beyond the "wow.. this song is nice" stage, and listen beyond just the tunes alone, but also the musician's feelings, how it appeals to u n feel it, and how u can apply the feelin to ur music too... In a way, music helps understand urself too... Realised CO dun only let u learn chinese music, it helps me understand chinese culture better, as well as gain the ability to understand other forms of music like symphonic band's as well as other types of music... It somehow makes me sensitive to music too... this could be bad cos when i hear music that i think is not that good, i'll be especially agitated, and it somehow offends some ppl i guess...
Anyway there're too much to say here, but i dun think i'll want to say more... perhaps if anybody want to know more can just talk to me...
There's quite a nice song that i came about recently... Not sure if others feel it is nice, but it appeals to me emotionally... maybe cos i'm changin.. improvin myself.. this song is 王力宏's 改变自己...
can hear it from the new song of my blog... anyway here's the lyrics:
专辑:改变自己
王力宏-改变自己
COME ON
今早起床了
看镜子里的我
忽然发现我发型
睡的有点KUSO
一点点改变
有很大的差别
你我的力量
也能改变世界
最近比较烦
最近情绪很Down
每天看新闻
都会很想大声尖叫
但脏话没有
大家只会轻松
我改变自己
发现大有不同
新一代的朋友
我们好好的加油
大家一起大声的说
NA NA NA NA NA
na na na na na
我可以改变世界
改变自己
改变隔膜,
改变小气
要一直 努力 努力
永不放弃
才可以改变世界
COME ON 改变自己
今早起床了
觉得头有点痛
可能是二氧化碳太多
氧气不够
一点点改变
有很大的差别
你我的热情
也能改变世界
只能代表自己
没有政治立场
其实这世界
让我看得十分紧张
要超出自己
woo ~
没想到一点
就能画龙点睛
新一代的朋友
我们好好的加油
大家一起大声的说
NA NA NA NA NA
na na na na na
我可以改变世界
改变自己
改变隔膜
改变小气
要一直 努力 努力
永不放弃
才可以改变世界
COME ON 改变自己