Name: CHARLIE|||PPS,CHS!!!NJC!!!AJC-> NS soon Dropped: 05071989. cancer|snake. Resides: sengkang.
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
Haha... not so long from the previous time i updated right? I'm more enthusiastic in updating my blog now... haha... perhaps it's due to the fact that i'm havin more thoughts that i feel i need to express them out through a medium, which is my blog...haha... got to appreciate my blog cos somebody helped me to made it... ok lah... it's *HER*:P Haha.... Anyway, I've always been havin thoughts n feelins that i want to express on my blog in the past, just that i din have the time, or was too lazy to update... haha...
Anyway talk bout Fri first... I went to meet up with ppl from 06S11 after sch today... haha... felt so good to see so many of my friends.. was really a long time since i met them... but it's really a pity that i can't be in the same uniform as them... haha... we walked around orchard road's shoppin malls, think went to heeren, to find presents for the april babies... haha... after that went to NJ to watch their choir's concert in Lt5... haha.. to a certain extent,this was wat i've been lookin forward to cos it's a chance for me to go back to that familiar place again... However, to a certain extent, i really felt that i shouldn't have went for it... As i alighted the bus, the familiar environment greeted me once again after so long... It just somehow brings back those fond memories i had of the place... though it's fond memories, but somehow those places just gives me the feeling of nostalgia as I was there once again... As i entered the large sch compound, the familiar track n large sch crest imprinted at the top of the buildin overwhemled me as it always did in the past... It was this place that i fell so deeply in love with... It was this place that i established my atttachment to... but i was also this place that made me feel so sad n despondent for so many days because i could no longer stay there anymore... I met many friends, n saw many familiar ppl n other traits of the sch... seein my friends all in the uniform of the sch, i somehow felt left out... It was a strange feelin that's not that comfortable, but i'll have to live with it...Somehow, i really felt i shouldn't have went back because it just evoked my memories i had of the place once again, makin me feel nostalgic, n sad to a certain extent... It made me feel more like returnin to that place, the place that holds the memories so dear to me...
Sat: Had to wake up early today after havin a late night out on Fri... haha... enjoyed myself alot at NJ's choir concert though it brought back many other memories, happy n sad... anyway went to the old folk's home along jalan bukit merah today for CIP with yew tee cc chinese orchestra... feel so guilty cos i din really help much... came late so din perform, so basically just help to carry stuff n wat... haha... after that... it was just things that dun really need much elaboration.. haha...hmm.. except maybe for *HER*.. hmm... i've always known that u've been sayin this to me in ur heart... i know that though i've hurt u so many times, this words would always be in ur heart... However, i believe that words spoken always have a greater value... I know it might be difficult to say, but somehow it would always bring more feelings across when it's said... I dunno wat's wrong with me, but i hope that i woould always continue to say this to u... I love u...
4/02/2006 01:52:00 am
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Haha... not so long from the previous time i updated right? I'm more enthusiastic in updating my blog now... haha... perhaps it's due to the fact that i'm havin more thoughts that i feel i need to express them out through a medium, which is my blog...haha... got to appreciate my blog cos somebody helped me to made it... ok lah... it's *HER*:P Haha.... Anyway, I've always been havin thoughts n feelins that i want to express on my blog in the past, just that i din have the time, or was too lazy to update... haha...
Anyway talk bout Fri first... I went to meet up with ppl from 06S11 after sch today... haha... felt so good to see so many of my friends.. was really a long time since i met them... but it's really a pity that i can't be in the same uniform as them... haha... we walked around orchard road's shoppin malls, think went to heeren, to find presents for the april babies... haha... after that went to NJ to watch their choir's concert in Lt5... haha.. to a certain extent,this was wat i've been lookin forward to cos it's a chance for me to go back to that familiar place again... However, to a certain extent, i really felt that i shouldn't have went for it... As i alighted the bus, the familiar environment greeted me once again after so long... It just somehow brings back those fond memories i had of the place... though it's fond memories, but somehow those places just gives me the feeling of nostalgia as I was there once again... As i entered the large sch compound, the familiar track n large sch crest imprinted at the top of the buildin overwhemled me as it always did in the past... It was this place that i fell so deeply in love with... It was this place that i established my atttachment to... but i was also this place that made me feel so sad n despondent for so many days because i could no longer stay there anymore... I met many friends, n saw many familiar ppl n other traits of the sch... seein my friends all in the uniform of the sch, i somehow felt left out... It was a strange feelin that's not that comfortable, but i'll have to live with it...Somehow, i really felt i shouldn't have went back because it just evoked my memories i had of the place once again, makin me feel nostalgic, n sad to a certain extent... It made me feel more like returnin to that place, the place that holds the memories so dear to me...
Sat: Had to wake up early today after havin a late night out on Fri... haha... enjoyed myself alot at NJ's choir concert though it brought back many other memories, happy n sad... anyway went to the old folk's home along jalan bukit merah today for CIP with yew tee cc chinese orchestra... feel so guilty cos i din really help much... came late so din perform, so basically just help to carry stuff n wat... haha... after that... it was just things that dun really need much elaboration.. haha...hmm.. except maybe for *HER*.. hmm... i've always known that u've been sayin this to me in ur heart... i know that though i've hurt u so many times, this words would always be in ur heart... However, i believe that words spoken always have a greater value... I know it might be difficult to say, but somehow it would always bring more feelings across when it's said... I dunno wat's wrong with me, but i hope that i woould always continue to say this to u... I love u...