Name: CHARLIE|||PPS,CHS!!!NJC!!!AJC-> NS soon Dropped: 05071989. cancer|snake. Resides: sengkang.
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
Haha... not that long since the last time i blog right? haha... an improvement... actually i've always had this feelin in me to blog... To write down all that i'm feelin in my heart... however, guess i'm just quite lazy ba... haha.. but think when i really do start typin, there's just so much for me to say that i just keep on typin n typin, which explains my long blog entries... haha...
Hmm... for the previous week, i've started lessons at AJC already... though, i'll say it again, that AJC is not a sch that i'll ever want to go, not before, not even now, perhaps not even in the future, but i must say that i've not had a very tough time there... think life is improvin for me... guess it's because that feelin of waitin is no longer there... should have given up long ago n spared myself so much pain, but guessed i was just too attached to NJ, n that my love for the sch was just so great ba... haha... but nvm... guess i'm just not fated to be in the sch... haha... I've already bought the uniform for AJ. n had worn it for a week already, so just guess i have to devote myself to the sch already... though from now n then, when i see my fellow friends from NJ, to see them wearin the uniform, I'll feel bad, but then my feelin of attachment with the sch is slowly fadin away already... perhaps this feelin of attachment is shifted to *HER*... haha
Discovered many interestin things bout my new sch, such as our favourite hangout spot n stuff... learned that the sch is not really that bad as wat i thought... had some friends in sec sch with me in the same class, so think it's not that tough for me to blend with the class ba... however, there's still the other group of people in the class, so though my friends r quite close to them, i must still learn to bond with them... got to know them better, but i'm not very confident if they'll become as good friends as those i've made at NJ... think i'll drift with those at NJ too... hai... haha... but think there's always the pros n cons in everything... at least there're more friends with me at AJ... haha... Attended a tutorial with my Physics tutor Mr Chan, n i'm now so motivated to study... haha... got to get that 4 As at the end of my A'levels... made me feel that time will pass quickly so JC life won;t be that long n hard to pass by.. it's already 3 months gone, n not to mention the hols, so guess it won't be hard to pass these 2 years... haha... Hope so...
Hmm... enough bout sch stuff... went to Yew Tee today to help out with the perfomance today... still haven't decided if i want to join AJCO... not sure if i still want to carry on in CO or just find another CCA in which i would be able to learn new stuff... considerin 3 or 4 CCAs.. CO, recreational baskeball, guitar or hmm... not sure, maybe band or something like tennis or squash... haha... some of these sports look quite fun... but not sure bout the portfolio thingy though... haha... but think if i do science research would get the portfolio also... think CO is quite hectic, so dunno if want to carry on with it... hai... got a feelin like betrayin NJCO also... haha... no lag... just kiddin haha...
Eh... though i said i wanted to stop talkin bout my sch stuff? Haha... ok.. i'll stop talkin bout that... hmm... heard bout lots of things happenin in my alma mater... had quite an ok impression of my principal in the past... thought Cat High would improve alot under him... however, guess i was wrong... he's a realistic person... a REAL realistic person... won't elaborate much lest i become accused of defamin him n stuff like that, but ppl who r interested to know can ask me.. but think i dun feel like sayin much already... the only thing i will say to him is, since u regard us as band 3 students, then i only have this to say to u:" We won't talk to a band 3 principal... especially one which made us in band 3 and placed the blame all upon us n our batch of teachers" I'll remember wat u said for life... Other things which i heard was that a junior of mine was expelled... Guess it was his own fault... who asked him to break the rules, n severely... in my opinion, he was an extremely dumb n arrogant person... challengin the rules like this n stuff... he has only himself to blame... but then when i think back again, he's my junior... though not directly, but he's still considered my junior... I still feel sad for him somehow...
Hmm... another incident which happened recently... *her* n her friend had some misunderstandings... dun understand girls.. dunno why they have so many conflicts... Feel like helpin them to settle their probs, but somehow i'm like on *her* side... haha... or at least i'm seen to be on *her* side... haha... feel so awkward in front of her friend... somehow bring it upon myself wheneer they have some probs between them... haha... i'm wierd.. haha
To Liyuan: I hope that we'll never separate... not now, not ever... i hope... I really do... 10 years, a test of our love... I love U now... Hope to say this to u again, 10 years down the road... Hope u settle ur probs... :P
3/26/2006 03:22:00 am
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Haha... not that long since the last time i blog right? haha... an improvement... actually i've always had this feelin in me to blog... To write down all that i'm feelin in my heart... however, guess i'm just quite lazy ba... haha.. but think when i really do start typin, there's just so much for me to say that i just keep on typin n typin, which explains my long blog entries... haha...
Hmm... for the previous week, i've started lessons at AJC already... though, i'll say it again, that AJC is not a sch that i'll ever want to go, not before, not even now, perhaps not even in the future, but i must say that i've not had a very tough time there... think life is improvin for me... guess it's because that feelin of waitin is no longer there... should have given up long ago n spared myself so much pain, but guessed i was just too attached to NJ, n that my love for the sch was just so great ba... haha... but nvm... guess i'm just not fated to be in the sch... haha... I've already bought the uniform for AJ. n had worn it for a week already, so just guess i have to devote myself to the sch already... though from now n then, when i see my fellow friends from NJ, to see them wearin the uniform, I'll feel bad, but then my feelin of attachment with the sch is slowly fadin away already... perhaps this feelin of attachment is shifted to *HER*... haha
Discovered many interestin things bout my new sch, such as our favourite hangout spot n stuff... learned that the sch is not really that bad as wat i thought... had some friends in sec sch with me in the same class, so think it's not that tough for me to blend with the class ba... however, there's still the other group of people in the class, so though my friends r quite close to them, i must still learn to bond with them... got to know them better, but i'm not very confident if they'll become as good friends as those i've made at NJ... think i'll drift with those at NJ too... hai... haha... but think there's always the pros n cons in everything... at least there're more friends with me at AJ... haha... Attended a tutorial with my Physics tutor Mr Chan, n i'm now so motivated to study... haha... got to get that 4 As at the end of my A'levels... made me feel that time will pass quickly so JC life won;t be that long n hard to pass by.. it's already 3 months gone, n not to mention the hols, so guess it won't be hard to pass these 2 years... haha... Hope so...
Hmm... enough bout sch stuff... went to Yew Tee today to help out with the perfomance today... still haven't decided if i want to join AJCO... not sure if i still want to carry on in CO or just find another CCA in which i would be able to learn new stuff... considerin 3 or 4 CCAs.. CO, recreational baskeball, guitar or hmm... not sure, maybe band or something like tennis or squash... haha... some of these sports look quite fun... but not sure bout the portfolio thingy though... haha... but think if i do science research would get the portfolio also... think CO is quite hectic, so dunno if want to carry on with it... hai... got a feelin like betrayin NJCO also... haha... no lag... just kiddin haha...
Eh... though i said i wanted to stop talkin bout my sch stuff? Haha... ok.. i'll stop talkin bout that... hmm... heard bout lots of things happenin in my alma mater... had quite an ok impression of my principal in the past... thought Cat High would improve alot under him... however, guess i was wrong... he's a realistic person... a REAL realistic person... won't elaborate much lest i become accused of defamin him n stuff like that, but ppl who r interested to know can ask me.. but think i dun feel like sayin much already... the only thing i will say to him is, since u regard us as band 3 students, then i only have this to say to u:" We won't talk to a band 3 principal... especially one which made us in band 3 and placed the blame all upon us n our batch of teachers" I'll remember wat u said for life... Other things which i heard was that a junior of mine was expelled... Guess it was his own fault... who asked him to break the rules, n severely... in my opinion, he was an extremely dumb n arrogant person... challengin the rules like this n stuff... he has only himself to blame... but then when i think back again, he's my junior... though not directly, but he's still considered my junior... I still feel sad for him somehow...
Hmm... another incident which happened recently... *her* n her friend had some misunderstandings... dun understand girls.. dunno why they have so many conflicts... Feel like helpin them to settle their probs, but somehow i'm like on *her* side... haha... or at least i'm seen to be on *her* side... haha... feel so awkward in front of her friend... somehow bring it upon myself wheneer they have some probs between them... haha... i'm wierd.. haha
To Liyuan: I hope that we'll never separate... not now, not ever... i hope... I really do... 10 years, a test of our love... I love U now... Hope to say this to u again, 10 years down the road... Hope u settle ur probs... :P